diaryofsandra:

its a scary thing loving someone, you end up giving yourself up to them. Emotionally, mentally and physically. you become vulnerable, you give them the power to crush your heart at any moment. Theres also that fear that they might find someone better or they might stop loving you and its not because you dont trust them. its because you love them so much, that without them, you’re afraid that you wont be able to function well. in a way, the one you love has some sort of control over you, they know you love them and you’re willing to do anything to keep them happy. they become the reason you’re not happy or you are happy. Nothing else seems to matter. just them and how they feel, because lets face it. if they do anything to hurt you, your world seems to be crushed. But love is a beautiful thing, the feeling is amazing. so in a way, its a beautiful disaster.